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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/East_Association_951 on 2023-09-13 19:51:54.

You see it. I’m still processing my emotions after what just happened. Yesterday I made a really hard decision with following along with the pill abortion. My boyfriend wanted me to keep it & really has made me feel guilty for completing what I said I wanted to do. Even at the clinic while we’re together he said, “I’m done trying to have kids.”. Which had me in a spin. I didn’t agree to actively try to have children. From that point in the clinic, something had just turned off in my brain & I felt completely numb. Following the clinic, we get to my house & he helps me with the rest of the procedure. It was awkward. We barely spoke to one another. I begged him to come back and sleep with me, because I couldn’t bare sleeping alone. He finally agreed to come back after 30 mins of me crying. After it all, he came home we went to sleep & in the ass crack of dawn he starts touching me and being super affectionate. Which he’s only affectionate towards me if he wants sex or is horny. I’m half awake at this point & I am still in pain after this abortion. Yet he tells me to come here. I remember mumbling & saying where…. he guided me down to his dick. & off I went to do my lovely job as his girlfriend. I started to wake up & realize what was going on. But at that point he finished. He got up and got ready for his day & left me. I layed there in pain & in disgust. I truly still don’t know how to feel. I’m angry, upset, depressed, lonely. I just would like to hear other opinions. I don’t want to feel crazy upon this.