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The original was posted on /r/detrans by /u/beautifulagain on 2023-10-03 20:07:27.

Today would be my 655th day of taking testosterone. In all that time, regardless of method, I never missed a dose. I diligently waited for this to fix everything for me. It didn’t.

Today, I’m due for my shot, and I won’t be taking it. For the first time in 655 days, I’m making the choice to go off T.

I feel immense relief and immense anxiety.

Will I be able to look female again? Will I look how I used to look? Will I ever be okay again?