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The original was posted on /r/sex by /u/Emergency_Hotel9564 on 2023-10-03 20:54:29.

I don’t even really know why I’m typing this, guess I just want to put it somewhere and it’s a strange conversation to have with friends. In the past I (f, early 20s) was repeatedly sexually assaulted and abused by an ex partner. This led to me developing a condition that made sex painful and I had to do a lot of physical and mental therapy to get over it and for a long time I thought I’d never be able to have sex again, never conceive my own child, have a long term relationship, it was awful. But I worked hard to move on, and I met someone. The sex is amazing and safe and happy. I feel like I’ve lost my virginity all over again, everything with this man feels new and exciting. I’m so happy all the time, we’re trying all these new things in bed that I’ve never experienced and I feel like I’ve unlocked a whole new part of my life. I’m glowing from the inside out every day. I’ve never felt this cared for, safe and satisfied during sex. Due to my own anxieties I was unable to orgasm for a long time even solo and this man takes the time to make sure I finish every single time. It’s amazing, I just want to live in this happy bubble forever. Anyways, bit of an odd post I think but I just wanted to say it somehow, I love sex and I’m happy. I didn’t know it could be like this :)