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The original was posted on /r/asoneafterinfidelity by /u/MeringueDry7867 on 2023-10-04 16:16:50.

As the title says, our tumultuous journey of healing finally came to an abrupt end yesterday. I was telling him that I had a really difficult day and needed to feel like he was there for me. He tried, he really tried but I needed more because I just need him to go the extra mile while we continue to heal from the multiple DDays. He was frustrated I felt sad, one thing led to another and I am asking him if he even wants to be with me anymore and he said no. I broke down I kept saying that after everything that we have been through this is where he gets off? I kept repeating how I stood by him when he betrayed me and yet the days Im struggling due to financial stress and an illness in the family I am suddenly too much?

I pathetically kept calling him because I was in disbelief and finally he picked up and confirmed that he didnt want me anymore or anything to do with me.

I feel so pathetic that he is the one that gets to walk away and Im the one wrapped up in a blanket with puffy eyes because I spent all ray crying. I love him so much and to feel like he just got rid of me like our love meant nothing just breaks my soul. Gosh I even woke up and kept looking at his contact thinking that any moment now he would call me telling me he missed me and just felt overwhelmed. But nothing came and nothing will come.

I barely held it together through all the DDays but I did because I believed he could be better; that we could be better. Im in so much pain. I thought we would be one of success couples but instead Im here breaking down and unable to get out of bed.

For those who have not made it through R, how did you did it? How did you guys pick yourself up again?

My friends and family opposed reconciliation with him after DDay so I dont really have anyone I can share my pain with that wont reply with an “I told you so”. I really need someone right now.