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The original was posted on /r/sex by /u/crow_lady on 2023-10-05 03:36:21.

Hey everyone, so first things first, I (31F) have been married to my husband (32M) for the past 5 years.

We love each other dearly, are happy together and I honestly can’t imagine my life without him.

That said, before we met I dated this girl (30F) for a couple of months and we had so many things in common. Like the chemistry was off the charts, we would talk for hours as well as have some amazing sex. However due to different stages in our lives and taking different paths, we split amicably and have gone on to marry our current partners.

We have been friends since, although with, I have to admit, some pretty obvious (but willfully ignored on all sides) sexual tones for all these past years.

Now, about two weeks ago my husband and I were chilling when he told me that he would like to have a threesome.

We had talked about this multiple times and I have always been open in theory, but I wasn’t quite sure he would actually be ok with it since he’s known for being slightly insecure. However, this time I was tipsy and I said ok, how about we text my old friend?

Flash forward a couple of days, she said yes and we had the most amazing sex of our lives. Like, all of us collectively said so even in private. But I still can’t shake the feeling that a part of me would rather have sex with her individually.

How bad of a person am I? What can I do?