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The original was posted on /r/truscum by /u/UrDad_Hamza on 2024-04-08 22:45:02.

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For context - I’m 18 transsex male, PRE- HRT, but gonna start it in a month or so

Yeah so I genuinely feel what I said in the title

I don’t understand how such a masculine guy is born in a f body

I’m litterally the most masculine guy, the most stereotypical male

How the fuck did this freaking happen

Where is my penis😭😭😭 where the hell is it

I always, since a baby wanted to be the strongest MAN ,unaware that my body is similar to Females

I only realised this when I was in 10th grade and before that i always thought somehow I will grow up and be a man

But it was a shocker when i realised how people actually Perceive me and what my body is

Like just HOW, how is there no penis down there And why is my chest so weird

I just don’t get it, how it’s possible

It’s a curse man, it’s a fucking curse

And there’s no one day where I don’t think about dying

AND HERE’S even more worst part after feeling all of this and suffering for months and years, i still have bouts of imposter Syndrome (This began recently)

Like omg what if I’m faking it, what if I’m not really a man, what if I’m brainwashed etc etc etc 😣

And it is so fucking distressing!!

Like I’m a man bitch, why do you question it (telling this to my brain)

I do not wish this disorder or whatever it is on anybody!

It fucking sucks!!!