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The original was posted on /r/exmormon by /u/Admirable_Package_47 on 2024-04-10 00:15:35.

Today I’m just in my feels. Some days I feel angry, other times I’m excited for my freedom. It’s a whole spectrum of emotion, but I think the grief is the hardest for me to carry. It’s weird to hate the church so much and also miss parts of it and feel that loss in my life. Today I saw the photos of the Taylorsville E temple interior and I thought it was SO BORING and UGLY! It made me want to look at the photos of the Provo City Center temple where I was married and it just made me sad. I still think it is such a beautiful building, but I realized that I’ll never go inside of it again. Never show my kids where I was married. I also realized that I hardly remembered the bride room or sealing room because the conveyor belt of weddings made it all so rushed and impersonal.

Not sure the point of posting this except that I know you all understand and i’m not alone in this wild ride that is leaving the LDS church