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The original was posted on /r/cfs by /u/estuary-dweller on 2025-06-16 19:28:22+00:00.

I’m looking out my window, and it’s so beautiful. I wish I felt well enough to go outside. I’d love to take a quiet walk around the neighbourhood, listening to the breeze, spotting bumblebees on flowers, and watching ants carry treasures back to their nest. I’d love to sit in the sun with my book and get a little tan. But I can’t. So instead, I’ll watch this season pass again through the window. I know what a privilege it is to even be able to open my blackout curtains, but most of me wants to just close them indefinitely so I can try to forget what I’m missing out on. I don’t even care that I’m missing out on big life activities. I want to do the boring things. Anyone else feel this way?