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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/QueenOfTheBread on 2023-09-04 02:51:55.

So my friends had their wedding this weekend, and I drove up to the city to attend and celebrate with them. Normally when I do this I stay with specific friends in my group, there a couple and we’ve know each other since middle school.

However, this time I was running late and instead of dropping my things off at their place I drove straight to the reception, the ceremony was tiny so it was private and the married couple were meeting people at the reception to celebrate.

As more guest show up, I meet up with my normal friend group. Ryan(fake name) is someone I’ve known for a long time, and someone I consider a close friend. During the evening I noticed that he was being extra…concerned about me? He kept asking if I need a new drink and kept offering to go smoke with me, and was all around being sweeter than normal. I just chalked it up to him being in a good mood.

Anyways after the reception I ended up at his place, with a bunch of other people. The treatment was the same, even picking up a bit.

I’ll admit, I liked it a little. For as long as we’ve been friends he’s never really acted like this towards me, and I did used to think he was cute but stopped that line of thinking when he all but said he wasn’t into girls like me. So I was surprised that he suddenly was so flirty with me.

Near the end of the night I ended up getting sick from all the smoking, I guess I don’t smoke as much as I used to. He offered to let me lay down in his room, and I remember when my friend Alan, who’s the one I usually stay with in the city offered to bring me back with him, he told him it was alright and that I could stay there. I took the nap.

When I woke up, it was just him left in the apartment, his roommates asleep and everyone else left. I sobered up enough that I was going to leave, then he just went “really? Lame.” And smiled at me with a smile I hadn’t thought was cute in a while. My feelings got the best of me, and i said “you want me to stay?” To which he replied “duh.” I smiled at him and dropped my bag.

We chatted and smoked (lightly) some more, all the while getting a little touchier and closer. Eventually we go to get in bed, at 4am and I’m in this little red dress and I lay down next to him and close my eyes.

Then, he asks if I would be willing to have a one night stand with him. I roll over and ask are you sure? Then he explains that his ex was at the wedding, and she went with her new man. There’s been this girl at work who he really likes but can’t get her to respond to him, so he’s really horny and was hoping I could suck him off. That it would just be a one night stand no strings attached.

I asked if he wanted to makeout. Cuddle a little. Maybe touch each other. He just asked me to blow him again.

In that moment i felt flattery, but then…shame. he didn’t want it to be sensual? Or flirty? Or even just a build up to something else?

I said no. I thought maybe we would cuddle or something, after all the night up till now had been nice, I was expecting something but not…this.

And in the morning he wouldn’t look at me, jumped out of bed when i reached to touch his arm.

I got dressed trying to think about what he had said, it was just gonna be a one nighter anyways. That if something had happen I would need to act casual anyways around our friends.

In the morning I drove home sad that the little spark I felt was never really there, and sad that I couldn’t see the signs clearer.

I Still have a few more weddings to attend this season, and next time I’m staying with the right friends.