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The original was posted on /r/cfs by /u/thepensiveporcupine on 2025-08-11 15:39:19+00:00.

It just seems too awful to believe. I was brought into this world and THIS is my only life? Unless I die within 20 years, it’s likely that more of my life will be spent sick than healthy. I have so many more years to go and am not looking forward to anything but continuous torture. The longer I have this, the more problems will build up. Idk if it would even matter if there was to ever be an effective treatment or I was lucky enough to spontaneously recover years down the line because I would have lost everything. Really, I’m kinda just waiting to die. I won’t be able to accomplish anything or do anything I wanted to do in life so what’s the point? This is really just a waste of a life. I really don’t feel like going through decades with a broken body or dealing with the consequences of being missing for all these years.