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The original was posted on /r/salmacian by /u/BestBudgie on 2025-09-04 18:49:26+00:00.

I’ve been on T for at least 3 if not 4 years and my t-dick isnt even an inch long plus I’m fat so I cant even see it!! I most likely wont be able to get bottom surgery so im just kind of stuck like this, my question is, how do I actually start… seeing it as my dick? I want so bad to have both a penis and vagina bc im bigender but im having a hard time seeing my set-up as that, I know other transmascs are content with their dick, but I feel like im not. I’m okay with having to use strap-ons to have sex because I just see them as prosthetics and im okay with not having a bulge because I wear leggings a lot and dont want to have a super obvious bulge in them, so youd think id be okay with not getting bottom surgery but I just… dont feel like my bottom growth is a “real” penis, and ive worried before that even if i got bottom surgery, I wouldn’t feel like it was “real” even though i see other transmascs as having real dicks even without bottom surgery… anyone have any advice?