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The original was posted on /r/cfs by /u/saudadeandchill on 2025-10-20 02:35:49+00:00.

The very few people I had some kind of contact in the ME community I feel they forgot about me, like I don’t matter. I know it’s probably just in my head and it’s unfair with them but can’t shake this feeling that not only people don’t like me, is more like I’m irrelevant. If I don’t reach out they won’t reach out. Another example is that I’ve been gone for a kinda long while, crashing and it’s like no one even noticed. I wasn’t expecting it but I suddenly realized it and now I can’t stop thinking about it. And going deeper like thinking that if I died no one in the community would know or care. And I feel bad because I’m not really that kind of person. I never thought I would care about that. I don’t mind if I have to reach out and we deal with too much so it’s fine. But this comes with other things and personal context, that can’t write now. I think very severe ME isolation is playing tricks on my mind or something.