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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/StrangeDecision1995 on 2023-09-10 00:55:06.

As the title says another positive pregnancy test this year. I take my pill as religiously as possible maybe occasionally missing one by a few hours but nothing detrimental.

My boyfriend and I have been together for almost a year and a half to two years at this point. He wants kids I don’t really know how I feel but I know I don’t want them right now we’re in the process of getting ready to sell our house and trying to start somewhere new, now it’s not the time for kids.

If you look back at my old posts I had this happen back in January / December of last year. I had my self all worked up for the appointments in the procedures and honestly looking back now the whole experience went really well so that’s a little less stressful that’s going around.

I am absolutely fucking destroyed that it happened again despite how careful I am. Now I have to go through the embarrassment of going to the doctor’s again telling them it happened again and getting another surgical abortion again.

I feel numb to the whole situation. This is going to be another Band-Aid I want to rip off. I will be going to the doctor’s first thing Monday morning to confirm and set up my actual procedure.

I am just absolutely destroyed I have to go through this again. Obviously I know sex causes this but it still doesn’t prepare you.

I don’t know what to do. I know what I’m going to do but it still doesn’t help.