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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/Weebqueen1 on 2023-09-16 21:12:07.

I hate how my brain computes and I wish I was normal. I never had a partying phase (24f) because for one I was too scared to drive (I can finally drive now) and two, it’s very hard for me to stay in touch with friends/make friends. I just wish I was normal. I was invited to go to a company tailgate and football game but honestly the stress of driving there (traffic would be terrible and no parking), acting like I have friends’ tailgates to go to(to look less like a loser without friends) and just overall crowd made me panic and not want to go. I do want to have fun, go to a club for once and not worry but I can’t because I don’t have friends and I feel like I annoy people and I’m stupid. Sometimes I just want to crawl up in a ball and be forgotten by the world because I just feel like I come off as this stupid and annoying person and I can barely handle it.