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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/ImpressiveMonitor383 on 2023-09-17 17:42:35.
I don’t know why I had such a hard time saying no. I tried in an awkward way but my coworker kissed my out of no where hanging at his house. He said “I just want to fuck the shit out of you right now” and I was like… idk I’m very vanilla I don’t really know if I should do that. And he asked again. And then I was like okay fine. I really don’t know why I said that. He’s like let’s take this to the bedroom and I got my pants halfway off and I was just like I don’t know about this still I’m really not good at it. I haven’t shaved just any excuse I can use and he was just like follow my lead. And it sucked so so bad. He sort of pushed my head down and was like “I wanna see what your head game is like” and we had sex for a little bit more after that but I was going dry because I wasn’t horny at all. I really don’t like sex and I was feeling scared it would never end. And then he finished and I was like I have to go clean up so I did. Then after that I was like I gotta go home my parents are probably worried about me and he’s like we can get something quick in. And I was just like idk my dads really pestering me right now. But then I was like sure I guess and then he walked out of the room and I put my pants on again and I was like yeah I really gotta go but he already had his… yannow… member out… and pushed my head down again for a little bit and then he jacked off on me and after that I was like yeah I gotta go… that was the day before yesterday. Yesterday he was like I’m sorry I was drunk I didn’t really wanna do that but I couldn’t control myself. That’s not how I’m normally like. (I was a little tipsy too) but somehow I felt like the one in the wrong. I was like yeah I’m sorry too I really didn’t wanna do it either to be honest. He said well we are both consenting adults and I hope this doesn’t make things awkward at work. I don’t even know how I’m going to stomach work tomorrow. I’m still not over an ex. Why would I do this to myself :(