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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/xoTIGER on 2023-09-19 13:38:09.

It really sucks knowing no one could ever take you seriously as a person because of how you look, but after 6 years HRT I’m just gonna force myself to accept what reality is consistently telling me. Idk how much longer I want to live in this world, but it might be time to go soon. I’ve been on the edge for a really long time & this changing world is pushing me over.

I have my little 250k home in a nice area of California all paid off at 21, which has appreciated 200k in the 3 years since. That stability will make me happy, I told myself… But it never did because the most important part of my life has been such a failure. I tried to embrace standing out, and just as I start to wrap my head around that, it starts to feel so fucking dangerous to. I’m so tired of existing. I want to sell my home and give that money to charity, then do what I’ve always wanted to do with my life. I really have always wanted to go through with this. But these days, it feels inevitable.

I’ve tried everything you’ll tell me to do, I promise. But if you have suggestions, you’re welcome to share.