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The original was posted on /r/tifu by /u/Gracucha on 2023-07-04 15:23:26+00:00.

Well, the whole thing happened on sunday, but I was F’ing things up till yesterday and now I fully understand what douchebag I am. Also sorry if I make any mistakes. English is my second language.

So me [17M] and my best friend [17F] used to tell each other about everything. We knew our every problem. A few days ago went on vacations to her family in norway. At first everything was fine, but things started complicating when she came back to our country with her cousin (he’s around his middle twenties). A few days earlier my father, who’s a recovering alcoholic started drinking again and I started feeling a lot of negative emotions. Normally I would have talked with her about it (I don’t talk about that with my family because they don’t my point of view) but now I didn’t want to tell her because I didn’t want to make her worry on her vacations. When my anger reached it’s maximum I unconsciously started releasing it on her. On the day of her return things got totally out of hand when I asked her if she fell in love with her cousin cause she’s been talking a lot about him. We kinda argued for a short while. The next day she texted me that the’re going on a date (an obvious joke) but it made me explode. After a while I told her that she can kiss his dick. After that we started arguing again. I told her that I’m sorry but like a total dickhead I started justifying my actions. Now she doesn’t want to talk to me. Today she went to a hospital and only thanks to a vocalist from a band I play in I found out that she’s ok.

I developed a strong feelings for her since the day we met and now I’m afraid that I’m gonna loose her.

TL;DR I got angry because my dad started drinking again and I released it on my best friend who I love to kiss her cousins dick