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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/ThrowRA7788990w on 2023-09-22 21:24:33.

I (F23) recently graduated from university and have >40K GBP of debt. My (M31) long term bf has quite a good job and he’s done very well for himself. He’s been talking about paying off my student loans from his savings, so I don’t have to repay it from my payslip.

This is where he’s been acting creepy, telling me how I will owe him, but can “repay the debt in other ways”, i.e. that I will owe him and have to repay him with sexual favours. He’s said I should be proud I “give blowjobs worth this much” and that repaying the loan will be worth every penny for him. He’s been saying how if he pays it, he expects a blowjob every night when he gets home from work. He’s saying how I best start giving him the ones where his thing goes down my throat and where my eyes water so much, he can see my mascara running.

He’s started treating me like his personal secretary, telling me to do his admin, like checking emails telling me to dress up in a way which makes him feel like I exist to serve him. He puts his hands on my body and starts rubbing me down, on my breasts and vagina, then telling me to “get down there and fix what I’ve done”, when he becomes erect. He often doesn’t let me go until he’s satisfied himself, he also doesn’t let me go until I’ve also had an orgasm and he’s seen me all flushed out. It’s start to feel like he masturbates using me as his personal sex toy ☹

I feel grateful for him wanting to pay this off and we love one another so much. He’s very loyal and I’m proud of him. We want the same things in life and I’ve v attracted to him, I worry that I am letting down the female empowerment community with this dynamic.