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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/LOLDICKS69 on 2023-09-25 04:12:11.

…and it turns out he despises me. Lol.

About a week ago we were out of town for a friend’s wedding. We got into town early for a mini vacay. After a day of drinking and having fun we headed back to the hotel where I went up to my room and he went to the hotel bar.

About 30 mins later he comes up to the room ranting about someone he got into an argument with at the bar. I change the subject to order food since we hadn’t eaten dinner and he became belligerent towards me. I decided I wasn’t going to entertain any of it and turned off the light to go to sleep.

Instead of going to sleep like I’d hoped, he kept on going. And it started to get hurtful. l told him that if he was going to continue being hurtful, he would have to leave. Before he left, he said “Well it’s a good thing you know how to tie a noose (referring to a suicide attempt I’d made) because you suck.”

Since then he’s tried to attribute his demeanor that night to the hard time he’s doing through. Which to be fair, he has gone through a lot recently - lost his mom and grandma this past year. But man, I’ve never had someone say something like that to me and I’m not sure I can look past it. I think I saw a glimpse of his inner self and it turns out his inner self just hates me.

Ok. Thanks for reading if you’ve made it this far. Just wanted to vent. I’m still figuring out what I want to do long-term. I’m financially stable and have the means to escape if necessary.