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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/shrbtfvisvkrz on 2023-09-25 04:33:51.
Really struggling right now with feeling bad about how my vagina looks and not wanting to have sex again because of it. When I’ve vaguely described it to close friends, they responded in a disgusted manner… My ex (turns out he’s gay but this still hurt my feelings) after he took my virginity said “well at least you don’t have roast beef” completely unprovoked ☹️ I know all vaginas are normal and beautiful but it’s so hard to feel sexy when I have a huge micro penis size ugly chewed gum looking clit. I’ve only slept with him and been celibate like 3 years. I’m a relatively pretty girl, but it feels like I’m walking around with a secret and that’s that I’m actually not that and have a monster vagina. I like this guy and it seems like he likes me too but I don’t want to try because I feel like even if he says it’s okay he’ll secretly think it’s disgusting. I’ve read all the things that are supposed to make a person feel better about this but idk. I still feel like shit about it. I’m 20 so I want to have sex, I just feel so bad about myself. Gonna talk to my therapist and get her advice. Just wanted to rant here because I don’t have another appointment for two weeks. Was anyone able to overcome this feeling?