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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/xsadfairy483x on 2023-09-30 18:11:54.

I have had the most miserable experiences of my life because of it. Two men have gotten on top of me without a condom when I specifically communicated that it was a must. One man left me with multiple, severe, bite marks the size of his mouth on my chest. I couldn’t wear a tank top for a whole goddamn month. Another brought me to his place and told me he wasn’t going to have sex with me (then guess what happened?) A different one was so rough with me, that it scared the shit out of me. I started crying. Even IF I was the one that initiated that I wanted a casual relationship, they would never make me cum (the majority of the time!). They just genuinely don’t give a fuck about my pleasure; even when they say they do.

Then, I’ll have some guys that won’t be upfront about their intentions initially. They’ll make it seem like they want something more. They’ll talk to me about their family, do over the top things; just to get me into bed. Then the next day? Either radio silence, or they tell me, “Oh yeah, sorry, just looking for something casual.” It rips my fucking heart out. No one is looking for a relationship, everyone asks me to go back to their place. Every. Single. Goddamn. Date. I can’t do this anymore.

I’ve deleted dating apps many times before, but this time, fuck it. I’m not going on there for a few months. I just want to love someone and feel safe with someone.