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The original was posted on /r/sex by /u/mina11999 on 2023-10-01 12:25:32.

I was raped 5 years ago before I met my boyfriend. I have been with him for 2 month now , he’s been so aggressive lately he kissed me so aggressively because he was overwhelmed with affection. He hugged me very tightly and he touched my body and I tried to push him away (affectionately) but he didn’t stop he kissed me even harder. I started to panic for some reason and I pushed him as hard as I could. After which I told him that uncomfortable and he apologised. I don’t know if that was his fault or not ,After what happened he kept asking why And he wants to have sex but I keep saying no and l’m so scared of him I don’t know why! He is so nice but … After that day, I have been having flashbacks of the time I was raped and I haven’t been able to sleep and I’ve been having periodic panic attacks. I after the rape I never felt comfortable about sex I feel l’m the problem and he deserves to have it I’m sorry my English not good I tried my best