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The original was posted on /r/sex by /u/xCoffee-Addictx on 2023-10-03 04:15:19.

I just REALLY need to hear that I did the right thing.

When I tell you this was the best sex of my life, I mean it. We were seeing each other 1-3x a week and our sessions lasted for hours. He made my body do things I never knew it could and he always said the right things. I think he’s really hot and the sexual compatibility is just through the roof. We had been seeing each other for 6 months.

I didn’t want a relationship at the start as I was emotionally unavailable and needed to focus on myself, and my career. Just recently however my feelings have started to form.

We don’t text/ talk much these days which is why I’ve been pretty confident that he only likes me sexually, yet I still feel like we have a decent amount in common and like taking things slow would’ve been worth giving dating a shot. I would never want to ask that of him though as it would probably make him uncomfortable to say no.

I texted him that I was sorry but I can’t do this anymore. He asked why and I told him that I have feelings I’m unable to keep detached. He said that’s understandable.

I wasn’t trying to bait him or ask for more (I was kinda hoping he wouldn’t even ask me why as I really didn’t need further rejection) and I 100% expected this type of response, yet I’m still sad about it. I have no interest in getting with anyone else and I fr feel like the sex will never be topped. Goddamn feelings just haaad to go and ruin this for me…